Erotica novels, the loves of my life

I was WAY too young to be reading smut when I first started. But you know what?! I blame my parents for giving me unlimited access to the internet.

As a heathen child shackled to Christianity I had a very rebellious nature and extraordinarily curious mind. If you told me I wasn't allowed to do something I simply had no choice but to do it.

It was inevitable that I was going to stumble across Wattpad gems that contained men who were tall dark and handsome and women who were innocent virgins.

Then there was the whole mislabeling of ACOTAR as a young adult novel. My 14-year-old mind was blown. It was love at first sight. (YES LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT DOES EXIST) Or I guess love at first read. That's when I discovered that smut existed outside of the internet. I was shocked, intrigued, flabbergasted, and fully prepared to binge-read.

When my depression got bad the only thing that could make me feel anything was erotica novels. There I was amid solitude, covered by a dark shroud being brought warmth by the spiciest books I could get my hands on. So maybe that's why I'm writing a smutty mafia romance book on Wattpad. To bring joy to girls like me. Maybe there's a devout Christian woman out there who needs a sexual awakening. Maybe there's a clinically depressed loser out there who just wants to feel something. Maybe I'm just a horny freak who likes to write freaky shit. But no matter what happens. I know that there is nothing better than a nice warm cup of tea and the soft pages of an erotic novel between my fingertips.